Monday, August 8, 2011

August 8, 2011

2 months and 3 days since diagnosis
day #8 of current hospital stay

Today, I was remembering when Riker was born. There is so much hope when a new baby is born. It's a different kind of hope than when your baby has cancer. When your baby has cancer, you are scared to hope. The future is so uncertain. Today, I watched the video of the first day that Valentine met her baby sister. I remember that day so well but it was so long ago and now feels like a dream.


  1. That is so precious I love it!! <3 I can only imagine how you must feel. Now I have plans for her future. I talk about her all the time to my daughter that is 11. Today we decided your sweet like Riker and my little man Ryker just have to marry one day. He is an older man since he is 2 and half but how great would that be to pronounce Riker and Ryker husband and wife. 8-D
    My 2 Cents

  2. This is one of the sweetest videos I have ever seen. You have two very sweet children. Thank you for sharing.