What a beautiful baby girl, and mommy too! You are in my prayers, you, Riker & Valentine will get through this. I know you feel torn, but you are doing the best you can and that is all anyone can ask of you. Please, don't beat yourself up over not being able to be with both of your girls, they will grow up and not even remember any of this, all they will know is that their mommy loves them and did they best she could for them. God bless you, your girls and your husband, you are all in my prayers.